Saturday, February 6, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Parcheesi Night
The girls and I are trying to find better ways to entertain ourselves when we get together (instead of eating and drinking!). We've been playing Parcheesi! Miss Kitty found the game somewhere. It's a fun game, I wish I understood the strategy better! Oh well, we are playing for fun, after all. Tonight the Parcheesi will be played here! Healthy snacks have been prepped and the "drink" station is ready. Plenty of straws and ice!
I am trying really hard to stop the voice in my head from having such negative things to say. The bff sent me the prayer of St. Francis of Asissi. I've been saying it each morning as I start my day. I think it sets a wonderful tone for the day. It seems to keep me focused on the things that I can control and the things I can't. Why is that always so hard? Let go, I say it over and over to myself. Making a change is really difficult. I had no idea that I have been the way I am because it's simply too hard to chage.
The bff and I are still walking every day. This morning there was some frozen precipitation falling, I thought she would send me an e-mail suggesting that we take a day off, by noon the sun was shining. We're meant to be walking. I look forward to the stroll each day.
My "son-in-law" returned on Wednesday. It's hard to be in the room and not feel the tremendous sadness and loss that a person feels at the loss of their mother. I can barely look at him. I didn't know his mother well, but the times I met her I thought she was a pretty neat person and it was very obvious that she loves her children. For him, the only parent he ever had and some of the time the only friend he had. He came home early, he just didn't want to be away from his "family" any longer. I can tell that this has changed him.
New person at work this week. I like her, but I like everybody! I hope it works out!
I am trying really hard to stop the voice in my head from having such negative things to say. The bff sent me the prayer of St. Francis of Asissi. I've been saying it each morning as I start my day. I think it sets a wonderful tone for the day. It seems to keep me focused on the things that I can control and the things I can't. Why is that always so hard? Let go, I say it over and over to myself. Making a change is really difficult. I had no idea that I have been the way I am because it's simply too hard to chage.
The bff and I are still walking every day. This morning there was some frozen precipitation falling, I thought she would send me an e-mail suggesting that we take a day off, by noon the sun was shining. We're meant to be walking. I look forward to the stroll each day.
My "son-in-law" returned on Wednesday. It's hard to be in the room and not feel the tremendous sadness and loss that a person feels at the loss of their mother. I can barely look at him. I didn't know his mother well, but the times I met her I thought she was a pretty neat person and it was very obvious that she loves her children. For him, the only parent he ever had and some of the time the only friend he had. He came home early, he just didn't want to be away from his "family" any longer. I can tell that this has changed him.
New person at work this week. I like her, but I like everybody! I hope it works out!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
What the Heck?
It's Sunday and I have my usual sadness as the weekend turns into the week. I have always struggled on Sunday nights, I get sad for some reason.
The bff and I had a nice evening and sleep over. I feel like a princess when I sleep over at her house, she cooks my favorite foods and mixes my drinks. Who could ask for anything more? We have walked every work day for the past two weeks. I think we are both enjoying the break in the day. I'm pretty proud of us.
I haven't been doing so well with my eating, but tomorrow is another day to start again. I'm going to continue to try.
The big head was gone most of the week, so the stress level was minimal at the office. Now that I have my sights set on something bigger than what I do now, I have a sense of peace to just do my job and move towards a better future for me and the hubby.
My son in law is out of town for the week, sadly his mother is succumbing to the cancer that has been part of her life for the past 10 years. She is a wonderful soul who deserves to go in peace. My own child was struggling with what one does when they know that a loved one is at the end of their time on earth, how do we let go? How would you spend your final 24 hours with your parent, if you knew it was the end? No easy answer, but certainly a thought worth spending some time with.
My mother has always been very important to me. She has a tremendous faith in a higher power and in a better place. I believe I would spend the final 24 hours studying her face and her hands and her scent. Knowing that this memory will have to last the balance of my life. It's hard to think about, but I hope I get that chance rather than have her taken suddenly, without warning.
The sadness just won't go away today, so for now, I will close and hoope for peace and comfort for tomorrow.
The bff and I had a nice evening and sleep over. I feel like a princess when I sleep over at her house, she cooks my favorite foods and mixes my drinks. Who could ask for anything more? We have walked every work day for the past two weeks. I think we are both enjoying the break in the day. I'm pretty proud of us.
I haven't been doing so well with my eating, but tomorrow is another day to start again. I'm going to continue to try.
The big head was gone most of the week, so the stress level was minimal at the office. Now that I have my sights set on something bigger than what I do now, I have a sense of peace to just do my job and move towards a better future for me and the hubby.
My son in law is out of town for the week, sadly his mother is succumbing to the cancer that has been part of her life for the past 10 years. She is a wonderful soul who deserves to go in peace. My own child was struggling with what one does when they know that a loved one is at the end of their time on earth, how do we let go? How would you spend your final 24 hours with your parent, if you knew it was the end? No easy answer, but certainly a thought worth spending some time with.
My mother has always been very important to me. She has a tremendous faith in a higher power and in a better place. I believe I would spend the final 24 hours studying her face and her hands and her scent. Knowing that this memory will have to last the balance of my life. It's hard to think about, but I hope I get that chance rather than have her taken suddenly, without warning.
The sadness just won't go away today, so for now, I will close and hoope for peace and comfort for tomorrow.
Monday, January 11, 2010
The more things change.....
Karma. Karma. Karma. I'm always amazed at the way God shows me who I am and where I belong. The big head couldn't have been any more sympathetic today. She was wrought with personal issues and crisis. I found myself feeling so sorry for her for so many reasons. I am so selfish and self centered that I lose sight of the things that are important to me. Needless to say, I hope to keep my focus on the important things and learn to let go of all the rest.
I had a wonderful evening with friends and an even better evening with my hubby. We really do want the same things in life and we both want to make a difference in the world. We really do have a great life and a great relationship. We are blessed.
We spent the evening talking about the opportunities for couple to do something with our lives that has a deeper meaning. I was thinking about the site http://www.penniesforpeace.org/ that I found while just looking at blogs. I love the whole story and all of the good things that one person can do with so little. I want to be that kind of person, I just don't know where to start. So, together, my Hubby and I are going to explore our options for this type of future. We'll see where it leads us. I don't think to new jobs right now. I think it will lead us to a more simple life and a more satisifying future. I'm really happy and very enthusiastic!
So, thank you Karma! Thank you God, thank you Mom, thank you Dad, Thank you Nana & Pappy and Ange and Bobby and thank you to my most precious gifts, my baby and her babies. I am blessed.
I love this site, please take some time to visit and explore http://zenhabits.net/2007/09/simple-living-manifesto-72-ideas-to-simplify-your-life/ I just love the whole thing! We're trying, will you?
I had a wonderful evening with friends and an even better evening with my hubby. We really do want the same things in life and we both want to make a difference in the world. We really do have a great life and a great relationship. We are blessed.
We spent the evening talking about the opportunities for couple to do something with our lives that has a deeper meaning. I was thinking about the site http://www.penniesforpeace.org/ that I found while just looking at blogs. I love the whole story and all of the good things that one person can do with so little. I want to be that kind of person, I just don't know where to start. So, together, my Hubby and I are going to explore our options for this type of future. We'll see where it leads us. I don't think to new jobs right now. I think it will lead us to a more simple life and a more satisifying future. I'm really happy and very enthusiastic!
So, thank you Karma! Thank you God, thank you Mom, thank you Dad, Thank you Nana & Pappy and Ange and Bobby and thank you to my most precious gifts, my baby and her babies. I am blessed.
I love this site, please take some time to visit and explore http://zenhabits.net/2007/09/simple-living-manifesto-72-ideas-to-simplify-your-life/ I just love the whole thing! We're trying, will you?
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Monday, Monday
I will be seeing the skinny head tomorrow. I'll have an opportunity to get a feeling for the woman and to see if I really could work with her. I will have a talk with the big head as soon as the opportunity presents itself.
I'm feeling better, ran amok with the snacks and think I'll go to bed early and thank God that tomorrow is another day. Nighty, Night.
I'm feeling better, ran amok with the snacks and think I'll go to bed early and thank God that tomorrow is another day. Nighty, Night.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Another Saturday Night
I still have the nasty head cold, so my misery continues. Not sleeping well and getting up several times a night for a variety of medications. I plan to spend Sunday resting and doing laundry. Oh, what fun!
I missed a little time at work this week and when I asked if I could stay a little later today, "No" (the little head). Unfortunately, to keep the big giant head from exploding all over the office on Monday I had to finish her stuff. I stayed an extra 2 hours on my own to save myself the mess on Monday. I'll let you know if it works out or if the big giant head just finds something else to blow up about.
I spent last night at Kamp Kitty with the girls. We learned to play Parcheesi, sort of. After several readings of the directions and a game that lasted over 4 hours Ms. Kitty finally beat us. Well, a rematch is set for the near future. In the mean time I will be looking for strategy and additional tips online. Is that cheating?
The bff spent a lot of time bitching about the skinny head. I applied for a job at the same place and the skinny head sounds a lot like the big giant head. Kind of sad, but the skinny head isn't operating with a full deck. She called my house at 6pm on Friday to set up an interview. I gave her my cell number as my primary contact number and for some reason she called my home. Odd.
the bff read my tarot last night. WOW! It seems I am obsessed with material wealth, self centered and seriously opinionated. Hmmmmmm, it is me. I do bring on my own problems. Even so, the thought of working in a different environment is exciting! I'm moving forward, no matter what! TOWANDA!
When I came home from work today, still struggling with the head cold, I took a little medicine and a nap. I left the TV on and the entire time I slept the background noise was the History Chanel and terrible programs about the end of life on Earth. I had such odd dreams. The little head and the LG were in them. Doing Laundry. My very crazy ex hubby was there, too. I was so glad to wake up and find out that I wasn't spending the end of days with my crazy ex and the Little Head! Thank heaven's for little dogs.
I'm off to bed early tonight. Tomorrow I will be more focused and develop a good plan for the week. Baby, it's cold outside, so I'll be inside and maybe have a friendly visit from the grandsons! Ta ta
I missed a little time at work this week and when I asked if I could stay a little later today, "No" (the little head). Unfortunately, to keep the big giant head from exploding all over the office on Monday I had to finish her stuff. I stayed an extra 2 hours on my own to save myself the mess on Monday. I'll let you know if it works out or if the big giant head just finds something else to blow up about.
I spent last night at Kamp Kitty with the girls. We learned to play Parcheesi, sort of. After several readings of the directions and a game that lasted over 4 hours Ms. Kitty finally beat us. Well, a rematch is set for the near future. In the mean time I will be looking for strategy and additional tips online. Is that cheating?
The bff spent a lot of time bitching about the skinny head. I applied for a job at the same place and the skinny head sounds a lot like the big giant head. Kind of sad, but the skinny head isn't operating with a full deck. She called my house at 6pm on Friday to set up an interview. I gave her my cell number as my primary contact number and for some reason she called my home. Odd.
the bff read my tarot last night. WOW! It seems I am obsessed with material wealth, self centered and seriously opinionated. Hmmmmmm, it is me. I do bring on my own problems. Even so, the thought of working in a different environment is exciting! I'm moving forward, no matter what! TOWANDA!
When I came home from work today, still struggling with the head cold, I took a little medicine and a nap. I left the TV on and the entire time I slept the background noise was the History Chanel and terrible programs about the end of life on Earth. I had such odd dreams. The little head and the LG were in them. Doing Laundry. My very crazy ex hubby was there, too. I was so glad to wake up and find out that I wasn't spending the end of days with my crazy ex and the Little Head! Thank heaven's for little dogs.
I'm off to bed early tonight. Tomorrow I will be more focused and develop a good plan for the week. Baby, it's cold outside, so I'll be inside and maybe have a friendly visit from the grandsons! Ta ta
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Have you lost your mind?
Oh, the way an idea can roll in a mind so desperate for peace. First, the stuffy nose and head cold led to an over sleeping episode. After which I got to work in time to go for my walk and have lunch with the LG. When I listened to my messages the big giant head had left me a scathing message regarding my most recent screw up. The hair stood up on the back of my neck and I couldn't listen to the message. I shivered at the thought of dealing with that kind of feeling at the onset of my day. It occurred to me that this was my punishment for coming in late.
With that I looked down at the daily affirmation I had taped to the top of my computer..."Let Go"....I have been waiting for the past couple years for a sign of what in the world I am supposed to be doing with my life. I may be completely nuts, but today I decided I am not waiting for any more signs. I'm going out there and finding my calling, whatever it may be!
I came right home and applied for 3 jobs through the career link system and created my resume. I have no idea what may happen. I am going to let the big giant head know that I am exploring my options. I hope she doesn't fire me. I really think that she'll be happy for me. Who knows.
So, now I'm really excited. I have a jittery kind of energy that makes me feel happy and enthusiastic. I was imagining working at WalMart. Wouldn't that be fun. When I was in High School and College, I worked at a local retail chain and loved it! I loved the crazy hours, the atmosphere and the fun. I don't know, maybe I am a nut, but I'm looking forward to the challenge.
Maybe my sign came last year and I pushed it to the back of my mind and tried really hard to get my old life back. My old life that I blamed for my issues at the time, the life I vowed to change. I haven't changed it very much. I haven't been the change I want to see in this world. I've been the same person I used to be trying hard to be someone else. Let Go is the best advice anyone could have ever given me.
I'll let you know how it works out!
With that I looked down at the daily affirmation I had taped to the top of my computer..."Let Go"....I have been waiting for the past couple years for a sign of what in the world I am supposed to be doing with my life. I may be completely nuts, but today I decided I am not waiting for any more signs. I'm going out there and finding my calling, whatever it may be!
I came right home and applied for 3 jobs through the career link system and created my resume. I have no idea what may happen. I am going to let the big giant head know that I am exploring my options. I hope she doesn't fire me. I really think that she'll be happy for me. Who knows.
So, now I'm really excited. I have a jittery kind of energy that makes me feel happy and enthusiastic. I was imagining working at WalMart. Wouldn't that be fun. When I was in High School and College, I worked at a local retail chain and loved it! I loved the crazy hours, the atmosphere and the fun. I don't know, maybe I am a nut, but I'm looking forward to the challenge.
Maybe my sign came last year and I pushed it to the back of my mind and tried really hard to get my old life back. My old life that I blamed for my issues at the time, the life I vowed to change. I haven't changed it very much. I haven't been the change I want to see in this world. I've been the same person I used to be trying hard to be someone else. Let Go is the best advice anyone could have ever given me.
I'll let you know how it works out!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Happy New Year!
The new year has come in with a bang! I am resolved to be happy this year. No matter what! It is so difficult to be positive and happy when the environment around me is negative. Monday, my bff and I went for our first "walk around the block" it only took us 5 minutes and I was super relaxed after the walk. Interesting. I have always been so worried about being out of the office during the day and it's nice to see a friendly face at lunch time. It breaks up the day in a great way. I still found myself stressed by the end of the day, but I was really happy to come home and cook dinner. Two nights in a row.
Craft night, so relaxation is a must. It's always great to get AMJ's input on work related subjects. She has such great insight into the issues for others. I have always thought she should be a professional speaker. She doesn't think it's the career for her, but I believe she is missing an opportunity.
I have been opening an inspiration each day and they seem to be so insightful that I am anxious to find out what the future holds! Fun
I'm feeling good, except for a stuffy nose and sore throat, but otherwise, pretty pleased with myself today. Change is good! Even had a lite soy milk, hot chocolate malted drink with a little squirt of lite whipped cream on the top. Actually, pretty tasty and a great way to try to get more soy protein into my system. Maybe it will help the hot flashes!
I haven't spent any money! I'm pretty pleased about that. I put the money I wanted to spend on lottery tickets into a cigar box and I have packed my lunch for 2 whole days! Go Me!!!
I am trying and I'm pretty comfortable. I'm keeping myself open to whatever comes my way. I want to find joy, wherever it may be!
Craft night, so relaxation is a must. It's always great to get AMJ's input on work related subjects. She has such great insight into the issues for others. I have always thought she should be a professional speaker. She doesn't think it's the career for her, but I believe she is missing an opportunity.
I have been opening an inspiration each day and they seem to be so insightful that I am anxious to find out what the future holds! Fun
I'm feeling good, except for a stuffy nose and sore throat, but otherwise, pretty pleased with myself today. Change is good! Even had a lite soy milk, hot chocolate malted drink with a little squirt of lite whipped cream on the top. Actually, pretty tasty and a great way to try to get more soy protein into my system. Maybe it will help the hot flashes!
I haven't spent any money! I'm pretty pleased about that. I put the money I wanted to spend on lottery tickets into a cigar box and I have packed my lunch for 2 whole days! Go Me!!!
I am trying and I'm pretty comfortable. I'm keeping myself open to whatever comes my way. I want to find joy, wherever it may be!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Try, try, again...
The day did not go as planned. First, the electricity was off for a time last night. My "Sweetie" and I both overslept. I remembered to take the positive affirmations to work with me, forgot to look at one.
I was running too late to think of anything else to take to work, no breakfast & no lunch. I had a donut, a handful of almonds, handful of cashews, 3 pieces of chocolate peanut butter candy, more mixed nuts (I believe you get the idea). There were no good decisions made today (or yesterday for that matter). Stayed late at work and met "the girls" for dinner. Thank goodness for the girls.
I finished reading "The No Complaining Rule" yesterday. I really thought the book was interesting. There were so many good suggestions for improving the work place. When I realized that my boss read the book and was trying to put some of the principals into practice that I became concerned. One of the principals that the author suggests is that all criticism be heard and utilized as a means to improve the "organization". I think my boss believes that the rule only applies to the subordinates. She has spent the past two weeks criticizing me and the rest of the staff and then telling us each thing we have done wrong since the beginning of our employment. I think she suggested I read the book so that I can take her criticism and tell her how I might improve my performance. I didn't get that from the book, but I think she did and it's a little bit scary! There should be a Warning Label on some of these self help books! I may start a hotline!
So, no progress in any areas today, but no worse! I did have fun at dinner and Craft Night. Tomorrow is another day and I will try it all over again! I'll let you know how things go.
I was running too late to think of anything else to take to work, no breakfast & no lunch. I had a donut, a handful of almonds, handful of cashews, 3 pieces of chocolate peanut butter candy, more mixed nuts (I believe you get the idea). There were no good decisions made today (or yesterday for that matter). Stayed late at work and met "the girls" for dinner. Thank goodness for the girls.
I finished reading "The No Complaining Rule" yesterday. I really thought the book was interesting. There were so many good suggestions for improving the work place. When I realized that my boss read the book and was trying to put some of the principals into practice that I became concerned. One of the principals that the author suggests is that all criticism be heard and utilized as a means to improve the "organization". I think my boss believes that the rule only applies to the subordinates. She has spent the past two weeks criticizing me and the rest of the staff and then telling us each thing we have done wrong since the beginning of our employment. I think she suggested I read the book so that I can take her criticism and tell her how I might improve my performance. I didn't get that from the book, but I think she did and it's a little bit scary! There should be a Warning Label on some of these self help books! I may start a hotline!
So, no progress in any areas today, but no worse! I did have fun at dinner and Craft Night. Tomorrow is another day and I will try it all over again! I'll let you know how things go.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Merry Christmas, Baby!
What a great holiday! My time was spent with friends and my family. I spent Christmas day with my grandchildren and then went to the movies with friends. Just a super holiday, no stress and lots of things to be thankful for. Funny, I didn't do any baking or a lot of planning for the holiday. I only did the things that I enjoyed. I believe that will become my holiday standard. I will only do those things that I enjoy.
Back to work today and not finding any joy in the work place. I am taking some joy to work with me and I will be coming home for lunch. I have always stayed at the office for the lunch hour, but I think my personal needs would be better served by a break in the middle of the day and the dogs will like it!
Trying one thing at a time, one day at a time :)
So, tomorrow, take along something from home that brings me joy and peace. Come home for lunch. Be grateful for my job, co workers and friends.
Back to work today and not finding any joy in the work place. I am taking some joy to work with me and I will be coming home for lunch. I have always stayed at the office for the lunch hour, but I think my personal needs would be better served by a break in the middle of the day and the dogs will like it!
Trying one thing at a time, one day at a time :)
So, tomorrow, take along something from home that brings me joy and peace. Come home for lunch. Be grateful for my job, co workers and friends.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Twas the night before, the night before Christmas
and all through the house, not a creature was stirring, not even a Shih Tzu.
I resisted the urge to go out and shop today. It wasn't easy. I am determined to stick to my plan. No credit cards used! I do want to buy a Keurig Coffee maker, but I don't need one. Tomorrow I am going to the supermarket and getting only what I need.
Still struggling with eating all the wrong things and drinking more than I should, but nature fixed me today. Nasty heartburn that will not go away. I thought about trying ice cream, but have decided on the smoothie. I need to read some of the 72 Zen Habits, so I'm off, making the smothie and reading.
I proud of myself today. I maintained my determination and I feel good! Merry Christmas to me!
I resisted the urge to go out and shop today. It wasn't easy. I am determined to stick to my plan. No credit cards used! I do want to buy a Keurig Coffee maker, but I don't need one. Tomorrow I am going to the supermarket and getting only what I need.
Still struggling with eating all the wrong things and drinking more than I should, but nature fixed me today. Nasty heartburn that will not go away. I thought about trying ice cream, but have decided on the smoothie. I need to read some of the 72 Zen Habits, so I'm off, making the smothie and reading.
I proud of myself today. I maintained my determination and I feel good! Merry Christmas to me!
Back to Work
I made it to work! Thank heavens! A little too much Girl's party last night. Lesson learned: no blogging after drinking! I make no sense. Anyway, a wonderful night with friends and a good time to contemplate all of the things I want to make better about my own life in the upcoming year.
Today I will try to maintain a peaceful, positive attitude, no matter what the world brings me. I'll let you know how that works out.
Today I will try to maintain a peaceful, positive attitude, no matter what the world brings me. I'll let you know how that works out.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Goal for 2010
I want to be working in a job that I feel good about. I want to be happy with the work I do, reduce conflict and be satisfied.
Every Day, I'm amazed
Really, another day to think about how one gets to a place that seems so foreign. I love my life, but I often think, what purpose does this serve? Anyway, I have had a great night with friends, so much to be said for the company of other women! But, really, why? Why is there always so much conflict? Why do so many believe that they have the right to judge others? I am having a hard time today. I oppose the death penalty and a local murder was on the front page today. I feel strongly, the death penalty is wrong, public execution, really! How primitive!
This is not part of the good karma I am hoping to put out over the year. I love the idea of peace, I think of John Lennon, who could ever shoot John Lennon, really! Peace, man! Peace. So many people would be saved, so much suffering averted. PEACE.......
Grateful for the day....b
This is not part of the good karma I am hoping to put out over the year. I love the idea of peace, I think of John Lennon, who could ever shoot John Lennon, really! Peace, man! Peace. So many people would be saved, so much suffering averted. PEACE.......
Grateful for the day....b
Monday, December 21, 2009
Migraine Headaches ruining my Life!
Around 12:30 yesterday I was struck with a terrible migraine headache. I missed the Chirstmas party that I was eager to attend and missed the rest of the day. At 4pm today it's finally gone to the point that I can function. I hate migraines and wish I knew why I get them!
So, I didn't drink or overeat. Those are both good things! I did sleep for about 24 hours, so there is no reason for me to be tired. I feel like crap because it's the holidays and I have a lot to do at work and there was no way I should have missed work today. Tomorrow is another day and I will try to make the best of it.
Nothing else here. I will do a little reading, try to meditate a bit and off to bed. More tomorrow.
So, I didn't drink or overeat. Those are both good things! I did sleep for about 24 hours, so there is no reason for me to be tired. I feel like crap because it's the holidays and I have a lot to do at work and there was no way I should have missed work today. Tomorrow is another day and I will try to make the best of it.
Nothing else here. I will do a little reading, try to meditate a bit and off to bed. More tomorrow.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Well, here's another day...
This morning I read an article in Oprah's Magazine. Paige Williams has my real job! First of all she's putting herself out there as an average person (really?) and she's changing her life! SHE HAS OPRAH! (and Dr. Oz!). I wish her well. I have me, myself and no one else. I'm the average American Woman. I live paycheck to paycheck, I have a demanding job, a child, grandchildren, aging parents, an elderly grandparent and a lot of things to do daily! There won't be any fancy gym membership story on this blog, there won't be any fancy exams or any special foods. I'll be trying to make this change with the resources available to me. I am not going into any debt, I'm not buying anything special!
One of my promises to myself for this year is no more buying magazines! They're a waste of paper and not environmentally friendly, so I have no idea how I'm going to keep tabs on Paige, but my story isn't going to be nearly as glamorous.
I hope someone else follows me on this or at least sends me links to sites that have great suggestions. I'm giving it my all this year and If I have to read Oprah while I'm standing at the store, so be it!
One of the first places that I found that has really inspired me is zenhabits.net I'll put up a link to the site, it really is great.
Now I have to get ready for another party. More later. My goal: No alcohol, no overeating while at the party. I'll let you know how I do!
One of my promises to myself for this year is no more buying magazines! They're a waste of paper and not environmentally friendly, so I have no idea how I'm going to keep tabs on Paige, but my story isn't going to be nearly as glamorous.
I hope someone else follows me on this or at least sends me links to sites that have great suggestions. I'm giving it my all this year and If I have to read Oprah while I'm standing at the store, so be it!
One of the first places that I found that has really inspired me is zenhabits.net I'll put up a link to the site, it really is great.
Now I have to get ready for another party. More later. My goal: No alcohol, no overeating while at the party. I'll let you know how I do!
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Well, it's been a great day. My grandson and I are sitting in the "craft lair" talking and playing a game. Now he's writing his ABC's and I'm watching Christmas Vacation. Life is good.
We had a nice time at my Dad's today with my brother, sister and their children. Spending more time with my family is something that I would like to do. I have determined that I need to put one day a month on the calendar for dinner with my siblings. I hope we can do it. Spending time with them keeps me grounded and positive.
I don't want to put a lot of pressure on myself, but I am committed to making my life more rewarding. That's my goal and I' going to try hard to find the answers to a rewarding and gratifying life.
Stay tuned, tomorrows another day.
We had a nice time at my Dad's today with my brother, sister and their children. Spending more time with my family is something that I would like to do. I have determined that I need to put one day a month on the calendar for dinner with my siblings. I hope we can do it. Spending time with them keeps me grounded and positive.
I don't want to put a lot of pressure on myself, but I am committed to making my life more rewarding. That's my goal and I' going to try hard to find the answers to a rewarding and gratifying life.
Stay tuned, tomorrows another day.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Opening Post
I have always wanted to start my blog. I have been reading the blogs of others for the past few years and found myself fascinated with the imagination of the writers. The first blog that I enjoyed enough to bookmark and read on a regular basis was during Hurricaine Katrina. The topic was animal rescue and I was so touched by the stories of the lost animals I could not wait to read the next post. I knew then that I wanted my own blog, but I have never been certain what kind of content I would include.
My blog will be a place for me to post my daily thoughts and experiences. Basically, a place to work on my writing. I hope to post on a daily basis. I rarely do well with these types of committments, so I will try for weekly entries to keep my thoughts flowing and my skills improving.
Today is Suday, January 6, 2008. It has been a long week at work and I am happy that the holidays are behind me. The broken up work week makes adjusting to sleeping, eating and working difficult. I work in a real estate office. I handle administrative work including all of the necessary financial transactions. Mostly sitting at my desk, pushing around paper and sharpening my pencils.
My real joy in life is my nearly 3 year old grandson. I have found a new joy in children since his birth. I have never been terribly fond of children and was not one of those mother's who spent every waking moment thinking of ways to improve my childs life. In fact I was a little nervous when I found out that I was going to be a grandmother. First of all, I was way too young at 43 to be someones grandmother. Then when I found out that the baby was a boy my nerves went into overdrive. I was certain that I would not have the overwhelming feelings of love and connection that so many women talk about with their grandchildren.
I couldn't have been more wrong. From the moment I held him in my arms I felt my heart rip from my chest and go directly to him. I knew at once that I had finally found the man of my dreams. When I looked into those gray, cloudy eyes all of my fears melted away. I imagined all of the time we would be able to spend together and all of the wonderful things we would do. I have started keeping a journal of these events to present to him at some point in the future. I hope to use some of my time on this space recounting these journal entries.
I have spent the last few years imagining myself as some kind of a writer. I write limericks, poetry and short stories for special occasions of friends, family members and co-workers. The hobby that I once enjoyed only a few times a year has now become a larger part of my life. Friends and acquaintances now request a presentation for their events. I enjoy the freedom that writing allows me. I enjoy presenting my work and have never considered attempting to market this skill in any way. Recently, a co-worker suggested that I compile a collection of these writings for publication.
I have decided that this is a great place to test my skills and to get feedback on the essays and other writings. I hope that people will be kind or at least helpful in their comments. I look forward to continuing this blog and sharing my stories with you.
My blog will be a place for me to post my daily thoughts and experiences. Basically, a place to work on my writing. I hope to post on a daily basis. I rarely do well with these types of committments, so I will try for weekly entries to keep my thoughts flowing and my skills improving.
Today is Suday, January 6, 2008. It has been a long week at work and I am happy that the holidays are behind me. The broken up work week makes adjusting to sleeping, eating and working difficult. I work in a real estate office. I handle administrative work including all of the necessary financial transactions. Mostly sitting at my desk, pushing around paper and sharpening my pencils.
My real joy in life is my nearly 3 year old grandson. I have found a new joy in children since his birth. I have never been terribly fond of children and was not one of those mother's who spent every waking moment thinking of ways to improve my childs life. In fact I was a little nervous when I found out that I was going to be a grandmother. First of all, I was way too young at 43 to be someones grandmother. Then when I found out that the baby was a boy my nerves went into overdrive. I was certain that I would not have the overwhelming feelings of love and connection that so many women talk about with their grandchildren.
I couldn't have been more wrong. From the moment I held him in my arms I felt my heart rip from my chest and go directly to him. I knew at once that I had finally found the man of my dreams. When I looked into those gray, cloudy eyes all of my fears melted away. I imagined all of the time we would be able to spend together and all of the wonderful things we would do. I have started keeping a journal of these events to present to him at some point in the future. I hope to use some of my time on this space recounting these journal entries.
I have spent the last few years imagining myself as some kind of a writer. I write limericks, poetry and short stories for special occasions of friends, family members and co-workers. The hobby that I once enjoyed only a few times a year has now become a larger part of my life. Friends and acquaintances now request a presentation for their events. I enjoy the freedom that writing allows me. I enjoy presenting my work and have never considered attempting to market this skill in any way. Recently, a co-worker suggested that I compile a collection of these writings for publication.
I have decided that this is a great place to test my skills and to get feedback on the essays and other writings. I hope that people will be kind or at least helpful in their comments. I look forward to continuing this blog and sharing my stories with you.
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